Do you even get it, at all!? I tried my hardest for us to be together, for you to realize that we are better off together. & look what it took for you to realize it…. I cried for days, I had to move on for the both us to happy. I had to watch you be with someone else. I had to still be your best friend and be happy for you, even though all I wanted was to be yours. I sat on Tumblr writing about how much I loved you, how much I hated you, & how much we belonged together. Now… now you realize it… now you realize it because Im happy without you. Now you realize that we are meant to be together. & Im still trying to hide my feelings for you, but you made me miserable… Now, im happy. Im happy that we are close friends, im so happy with Seth. I have no drama. Im not waiting for you anymore. Im not feeling uneasy because you can do whatever you want. Now… I feel safe. So please do me a favor, please dont make me want you anymore… because it hurts to relive everything you did to me. It hurts because your everything i’ve ever wanted and now that you want me, I will NEVER feel yours… because your you & your love is reckless… I cant risk hurting my heart again…